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Thursday, December 25, 2014

هو احنا امتي كبرنا

هو احنا امتي كبرنا
سؤال ابتديت اساله لنفسي مؤخرا
بعد ما ابتديت احط رجلي علي الارض
اصلي كنت زمان عايشه في البلالا لاند
مكنتش عارفه يعني ايه واقع اصلا
كنت فاكره الدنيا الوان
وان صحابي عندهم بابا وماما زي بتوعي
وان لو ارتبطت بحد حيبقي زي بابا
وان صحابي حيفضلوا معايا
واذ فجاه الدنيا قررت تقولي ان ده في احلامي بس
فالدنيا والقدر ابتدوا يوروني وش الواقع
وابتديت اشوف كل حاجه علي حقيقتها
حقيقه مكنتش شايفاها من كتر ماكنت عايشه فعالم مثالي بتاعي
بفتح شباكي واشوف الدنيا بعيني
عيني اللي ماشفتش وحش من امي وابويا
عيني اللي شافت معاهم دنيا جميله بعيدة عن دنيا القبيحه
دايما بنقول ان مفيش حد وحش
بس لما نيجي عند الدنيا نلاقيها وحشه اوي
وفجاة جت فدماغي اغنيه فريد الاطرش الحياة حلوة
واعلان فتافيت الحياة حلوة
لو الواحد خد معاني الكلام وفهمه
ان الدنيا هي دنيا والحياة حياة
الدنيا دي محطه لدنيا اكبر
وان كل اللي بيحصل فيها عشان نقوي ونحب حياتنا اكتر
يمكن جيلنا شاف اللي خلي الشعر الابيض يبان في عز شبابنا
اتحط فمواقف كبرته بزيادة قبل الاوان
ويمكن ده الاوان محدش يعرف
يمكن ده اوان الاختبار
اختبار النفوس و الفلوس والصحه والنفوذ
اختبار الصدمات
صدمه تحول النفوس و فقدان العزيز وضياع الحلم مع فقدان الامل من المحاوله تاني وتالت
الواحد من كتر الصدمات بقي مشروخ
جواه اهات وتكسير ومش عارف ينطق ويقول
بقي عايش ومش عايش
جيلنا علي قد ما في زمن حديث فيه مليون طريقه تواصل لكنه عايش سجين معزول
ايوه سجين شاشه عشان بقي يخاف يقول
اصله لو قال اللي جواه محدش حيفهم وحيقولوا عليه مجنون
وماله الجنون في زمن تاهت فيه العقول
ياريتنا فضلنا صغيرين ولاكبرناش
بس دي رحله ولازم تتعاش
لازم كل واحد فينا يدور علي مكان يحس فيه بالحياة
يدور علي ناس تشوف ملامحه وتحفظها
مش ناس تشوف كلامه ايه وتدوس لايك عليه
ناس تسمع صوته ونبره وانين قلبه الموجوع
ناس تطبطب عليه وتفضل حواليه
مش ناس تبعتله برقيه من كلمتين واهو بكده عمل اللي عليه
الحياة قصيرة ومش مستاهله كل التلج ده
لما الواحد بيعيش وسط ناس بيحبها وفجاة عزيزه بيتاخد منه
ساعتها بيعرف ان مفيش حاجه تستاهل
وان الحياة قصيرة عشان تتعاش فخناق وشد وجذب وخيانه وقله اهتمام و الحب اصبح كلمه مش فعل
الواحد لازم يدور علي اللي بيحبه ويعمله
يدور علي ناس بيحب يبقي معاهم
يدور علي حياته اللي تاهت منه وسط الزحام
يدور علي نفسه اللي راحت بين مين قال ومين عاد
يدور علي روحه اللي قعدت تنادي عليه عشان يرجع لغايه مصوتها اتنبح وانجرح
يدور عليه من تاني و يطبطب علي نفسه و يداوي روحه من تاني
لو حياته فاضل فيها ثواني
تستاهل انه يلاقي نفسه ويعيش عايش من تاني

Friday, January 24, 2014

a letter to Eve

Dear Eve,
   No matter where you are ,who you are,be sure you aren`t alone
I know how it feels,truly madly deeply
The problem is that pain gathers hearts together
Pain makes us suffer but we gain same-time
we gain our lost selves
You have all the right to cry till your wound is removed from deep inside You
Give yourself time to heal
pressing the wound every now and then won`t make it heal
but listening to your silent shouts and your scattered tears will make you see later so clear
Never stop listening to yourself ,try to be kind to your heart
It suffered alot from the other heart that was supposed to complete
that`s life ,you meet by a chance &you broke up by choice
it`s still destiny you know
So kindly smile and put your trust in God`s hands
He knows you and knows what you really deserve
sometimes the poor heart can be deceived
don`t be surprised my dear
yeah it can be deceived ,cos you have a kind heart
You simply believed some spoken out words and didn`t see a real out loud action
An action that can say more than a million words can say
You`ve been raised among real men so you never thought Yours would be far away from them
Yes my dear Eve,unfortunately he wasn't man enough for you
He couldn't hold tight to you and fight for you
i can listen to your heart crying from the deep wound my dear
hey,may be its hard now but im certain you gonna pass through that all
You are more stronger now than before believe me
Its just you were living inside your fantasy world thinking its real
but life showed you whats fake from whats real my dear
Keep in mind that you aren't crying now for him
You are just shocked from the broken promises and the false actions and the lies
Face it Eve,he didn`t love You ,he couldn't prove his love,it was just some words
yeah some false fake ones to make your pure smile shine so he can see it
he loved himself more ,unfortunately
You know words at nice times can be said in an awesome way but
it can be really proved at the most hardest situations you can ever pass through
so you should wait my dear to see it though
sometimes people love You cos they see themselves better with you
once they are put into situation to choose between themselves and You,they choose themselves
that's not true love Eve,you were just deceived
True love is someone to love You for who you are no matter what
they fight and fight and fight and never leave
it`s ok my dear,it`s ok Eve
You just didn't know what was real
But now You do know
Now you can see ,you are no longer blind my dear
so smile and Thank God for helping You to pass all this through
You deserve to be happy with someone who really know You
someone who loves You and prove it for you without asking him to
someone to make you feel safe
i know....i know....i really do know
You aren`t alone believe me
so smile and shine Eve
smile and shine
Tomorrow is a better day
 be certain that Your knight wil show up one day
and for that male who deceived you
you should be thankful to
don`t be surprised my dear
yeah you should
because of him you will know when a true gentleman will come
you will simply know
life made you learnt the hard way through your heartache
love yourself and listen to her more
shine for your own ,you owe yourself much more
your one will come and collect all the pieces of your heart
you will be healed through his true love
so live your life with a smile
you are never a loser
you are a winner my dear
smile and shine please
till we meet again

Yours Sincerely,
   Another Eve