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Friday, June 29, 2012

its never too late ,its never too late

you never know how much strong you are,
 till being strong is all that you need and all that you have to be ,
its all about (U) and who u r and ,
 what u really need and want from such life,
u have got to be honest with yourself & face her
and let her talk out loud & listen to her and take good care of her
as u have been taking care of all around,its time to take care of (U)
I owe U my sweet self,but it took me so long to realize it
but its never too late,never too late

Thursday, June 28, 2012

may be

may be thats life`s care for me nowadays
may be its the invisible touch that i need nowadays
may be its a new whisper telling me iam not alone specially these days
may be i should start to not expect and live with the unexpected
and from may be to another may be here iam standing
but its time to walk not keep standing 
as i have been standing till my feet got frozen
and i dont wanna the freeze reach my soul 
as i have nothing more

Sunday, June 24, 2012

me&the dawn

............Sitting between an endless silence
an internal whisper telling you its only You
you start to listen to such unknown whisper
that you don`t know from where its coming through
its becoming stronger and stronger
breaking the silent bubble surrounding you
when such whisper was almost there
almost gonna take you and kidnapping you somewhere
here comes out of nowhere dozens of sounds
coming from here and there
all together flying and towards  me
i realized its the sounds of the birds
i realized it wasn`t only me at the dawn
it was the tender birds surrounding me all time long
trying to reply back every single sound of my own
telling me that iam not completely alone
that i should close my eyes and listen to the dawn
listen to ALLAH`s whispers for me
knowing deep inside that though iam there all night long
but through these night long i was never Alone
Dear beloved Allah is taking care of me all along
after such strong whispers,i felt a deep feeling
that i was deep inside such long dark night without a light
but Dear Allah gave me the chance to wait till i witness another sight
a sight for the coming dawn that slightly coming to carry on
carry every single hope with an endless tight robe
erasing every single dark hour that has been surrounding me
turning it into a lighting up candle thats spreading light just for me
giving me all the warmth and hope and faith i wanted to feel  
wishing all of you to share such dawn and feel such feel dawn 6th April,2011 6:00 A.M

Friday, June 22, 2012

a wonder

mmmmm wondering about life
what passed,whats happening,what will happen
about ppl that come in and out of your life
ppl you meet without planning
others you meet cos its meant to be
others you meet cos you have to
and some you meet cos you love to be with
among all thats common its only YOU
you miss some,some miss you
you forgive some,others forgive you
you got upset from some sometimes
others do same same
some come into your life without  reason
and they stay for a worth reason
others come and simply go
and you never know why was so
some you care to get back
others you just let go
some life takes from you and nolonger alive
some try to understand you
others you try to understand
some only take from you
others comp0letely give whats true
between all you in between
try to gather all the strings that will draw the picture
a picture of a life of yours
where every part of the picture is carrying a story
a story of love,a story of hate,a story of trust,a story of betray
but to be honest theres no place for hate nor betray
as its simply some situations that sometimes we have to obey
some situations that we do with full belive and pray
some situations that we have to care for and understand and think about
thats life like a deep blue sea......
we love looking at and getting deep inside
but we have to surrender ourselves to it
so some waves could be high
other waves could be smooth
its simply us among it all
so we have to accept it and love it
love all its details
details of sorrow,details of happiness,true love,true care
its a portrait that everyone of us has his/her own
and we simply have to carry on and go through
and simply leave it all to our beloved ALLAH
as its simply a big exam that will make us pass to the big world
such world you see what your eyes never saw or your dreams ever come to
its another world,another place,its heaven
so we have to accept it with deep faith 
we have to accept it all with pure forgivness and understanding
understanding to all whom love us and whom dont
as they never hate us but simply can`t go on with our path
such life gathered many together and many far apart
c`est la vie.......c`est la vie......
what we have to do when the waves are so high
we have to keep on praying,keep the faith
love all and cherrish rare and never hate
that was a thought that i was lucky that it passed by me
for everyone of you whatever her/his problem
just remember we have noone except our beloved ALLAH
soooo elhamdollelah for evrything good and worse
good to make us happy
worse to make us strong...................

I wanted to share it with everyone as life is too short and whomever can help others should do same as always sharing is caring...............wish you kindly read it but wish you all kindly dont copy it on it and let your hand write everyone of us would read  others` share and would keep his/her own words of such lifetime melody

simple things make her cry....simple things make her fly 19th December,2009

simple things make her cry....simple things make her fly....
yeah that was me.....the one you couldnt see
that was me the one i used to be....
that was me the brid who always free...
that was me the one you didnt feel....
that was me that was me....
but you know i wont let go....
i wont leave me to be only seen in a past scene...
i wont let ma soul to get frawn....
i wont let my heart to get drawn...
i used to give and forgive
and you used to take and break
i will let it go
i will nolonger feel sorry for...
i will nolonger feel for you
i will from now on care for my soul
i will go and settle on my shore
as i nolonger feel safe towards you
nor your shore nor you all
all i will do is gather ma soul
and go and stay now and for all
it will always be me....
the one i used to be and the one will always be
i dont need you for me....
i need you away far and away
and dont worry i wont let you pay
as i already prayed to let you go and
let you out of my way and out of my bay
just go and leave me free
as it will always be will always be me

Friday, June 15, 2012

A pray on a bay - 16th August,2007

today……i heard your pray…
It was coming from far away….
It was so strange that my soul started to sway
As I was walking down the bay….
All of a sudden I felt its getting grey…
I couldn’t say….
Whether iam dreaming or iam drifted away
Whether its really raining….
Or its your tears spreading all over the bay….
I tried badly to find a way
In such a dark day
Come what may
Is it really grey…
Or its your weeping cloud
Covering the whole bay
Come what may
Is it really grey
Or its just a mirage
Controlling the whole bay
I suddenly lost my way
I cant find any ray
I turned around trying to find your painful sound
But all I found was you….getting blue….
I tried make you breathe….
But there was so much inside you unreleased
…just try….breathe…breathe…
I wished it was a dream….
I wished it wasn’t real….
Seeing you with such painful peal…
Made me feeling so much fear….
For a second I found you so weird….
Trying to hold tight a harmful reed
As if you have nothing else to lose
As if you wanted to bleed
To get all the poison out and get healed
I tried to make you breathe
But your pain was making you getting freezed
Its getting cold
You looking so bold
I searched for a candle to hold
So as to keep you warm
Come what may….
I felt so lost in such bay…
I couldn’t handle such decay
All I had was to pray….
That was the only way….
All of sudden I found the cloud escaping away
As if my pray was heard all over the bay….
I found my eyes reaching the sky again…
I found you breathing again…
I found the harmful reed turning on to grain…
That winds came and blow it up in vain…
I tried to find a reason for such change…
I realized it was just a pray that destroyed the chain….
A chain that made us prisoners in such pain….
It was the moment of the dawn…
The sun was trying to find her way on…
The rays were breaking every grey
Turning such grey to a brightful day
It’s a brand new day….
A day that carry hope all over the bay…
I turned to you to say……
Don’t let your sorrow and pain drift you away…
You turned to me to say…
. Don’t let your sorrow and pain drift you away
As both of us were lost in such bay….
The bay……carried so much pain deep inside
The bay…….witnessed so many silent shouts un replied
We realized how many things were out of sight
We realized how many things we didn’t stand to fight
I looked at you…….you looked at me….
We randomly met….which wasn’t planned to be
I saved you once … saved me once….
We met on a crossing board
May be one of us was meant to be abroad
May be one day….we`ll meet down the road
But this time it wont be for exchanging load
Let it be for……
Lets leave it opened….
Lets leave it to faith….
May be one day we will meet
And what`s missed will be complete….
For now I will leave you to feel released….
Till we meet........