searching for someone called "me"

strange feeling controlling me when i came back to my place in here

actually not just one feeling,many and many

in here i feel myself,i feel the things i miss at real life

in here i feel i can see the real" me"

as in real life i can see only my mirage

my"me"used to be inisde "me"&with "me"

i somehow lost her at real life

don`t know how i let this happened

but it just happened

in real life,im feeling lost,lonely,sad,down,choked

cant even listen to myself

may be cos of the many echos around " me"

may be iam crazy,cos both are the same"me"

but real life was so hard

that it separated them apart

back to writing is a way to get her back to" me"

its all trials may be it would work,may be not

but in all cases its" me" with "me"

so the trial wont include others

so it worth the try,cos its " me" im searching for in here