strange feeling controlling me when i came back to my place in here
actually not just one feeling,many and many
in here i feel myself,i feel the things i miss at real life
in here i feel i can see the real" me"
as in real life i can see only my mirage
my"me"used to be inisde "me"&with "me"
i somehow lost her at real life
don`t know how i let this happened
but it just happened
in real life,im feeling lost,lonely,sad,down,choked
cant even listen to myself
may be cos of the many echos around " me"
may be iam crazy,cos both are the same"me"
but real life was so hard
that it separated them apart
back to writing is a way to get her back to" me"
its all trials may be it would work,may be not
but in all cases its" me" with "me"
so the trial wont include others
so it worth the try,cos its " me" im searching for in here