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Thursday, March 21, 2013


sitting all alone,thinking killing me&silence drifting me far away from everthing i know&everything inside, sometimes life becomes an evil monster that destroys every plant that you have been planting for years,all i wish now is to still be having the seeds,sometimes you feel you standing alone on your own, i used to get afraid of such moment till i knew its the best thing to do,go far away and be with yourself, cos any silent shout is never replied nor heard i realized that being abandoned is much better than being surrounded by many and still you feel lonely and they never meet your expectations, at such life to live happily is to expect none , cos when ppl dont meet your expectations you feel so bad, really bad,i wish i didnt have to stand alone but life taught me that i have to, nomatter how im dying deep inside,nomatter how my soul is bleeding i have to,im the victim and im the healer,thats how it shall be, i never thought that oneday i would write that way but i have no other way i miss my dreamy moments i miss myself i miss my soul when it sway i miss everything that has been planted deep in my way when i didnt plan for a kidnapping moment, i found my feet taking me to my beloved sea at one of the places that have been captured in a pic that i still carry,i found mysoul listening to an old song saying you&i,like a ship forever sailling,thats you&me my beloved sea,i miss you&i miss me


  1. for all who kindly follow or read my whispers,i apologise for writing without a rhyme but it just a thought that came out,its written through mob so will try to log from pc and modify it so every line would be.clearly seperated.from the other as i cant manage through mob,it was just a sudden thought that came out simply like when a baby spell out the first words so its still not stable ,thats what happening to me writing back after a longtime of no writting,feeling unstable and choked and reading my words and seeing it ,this time is different dont know why i but i feel it that way,thanks anyway for passing by and seeing it my way

  2. well i would like to thank many invisible viewers to my small place and would like to share something which is that i said that i would modify the lines of the thought and then i decided to leave it the way it is as i feel i should leave it like that as thats how it came out,nomatter if its a amateur style but thats my small world so i would love to share it my way,may be little bit happy and mostly sad but thats life and thats how it affects me,we may describe sadness but we cant describe happiness,we just live the happy moment and carry deep inside &recall sometimes but cant write about it