صورة / a picture

this was the first time for me to write in my own language,never tried after this one,i will try to translate it for my friends who don`t know Arabic :)



مرة كده من المرات اللى انا قعدة فيها انا و انا....كنت بقلب فى الصور اللى عندى
مكنتش صور لحد معين ........كانت صور طبيعية و صور تخليك تحلم و تروح لبعيد....بعيد اوى
افتكرت ساعتها طلب اطلب منى مرة و هو انى اسيب عينى تروح لأى صورة منهم و اسيب احساسى يتكلم
ممممممممم على قد منا بحب احساسى ياخدنى بعيد بس المرة دى كانت غير كل مرة....للحظة...
للحظة حسيت انى مش قدرة اروح هناك....كان فيه حاجة مسكانى
لقيت صوت من جوايا اول مرة أسمعه...بيقولى ....صورة؟
الصورة دى حبة الوان مع بعض.....و اللى
و اللى بيخلي الصورة تتكلم مش اللى جواها اكتر من احساسنا نفسه
احساسنا اللى مش قدرين نحسه فى الحياة.....فكل مرة عينينا تشوف صورة
احساسنا يسبنا و يطلع من جوانا و يجرى على الصورة يحاول يعيش و لو للحظة
قبل مناخده و نرجعه تانى جوانا و يفضل حزين سجين بين ضلوعنا


translation

onetime of the times i was sitting me with me
i was checking the pictures i captured
werent pictures for specific outing
just some pictures for nature that would take you so far away
i remembered when i was asked once to let my eyes surrender to any picture of them
and let go of my feeling to speak out loud
for a moment i felt i cant go there,something was holding me back
there comes a voice from deep inside me asking me.......picture?
the voice continued telling me : "the pictures is a collection of colors gathering together,
   and what makes it talk not its colors more than our feeling we feel towards it
the feeling that we cant feel in reality so everytime our eyes fall on the picture
our feeling leaves us and run so fast towards the picture trying to live there even for Only a moment
before we capture and take it back to live as a sad prisoner deep inside us

a true story quoted,close to my heart

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter:
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...

Blog Hop Saturday 1st September,2012 #5

Love`s Cove Challenge #4 -8-26-2012

It's that time again! Time to head on over to apd-loverscove.blogspot.com, other wise known as Lovers' Cove and take part in this week's challenge! Please read the Guidelines and Q's & A's thoroughly before entering! In short, you must come up with a line of 15 words or less and your line must continue on in thought based on what the previous person on the linky wrote! 

Andy`s Line
      "Behold! I am renewed again, for the spirit of love has descended upon my heart!"

 Crystal`s Line
       "Years, I've wandered aimlessly through the midst of the shadows trying to elude the dark."

 Elen`s Line
       "Darkness isn´t always so dark, sometimes becomes hope when our imagination wants to look for a light"

 My Line
       "A light that has been trying to find its sight through such darkness night"

RFW # 43 : A walk with my beloved sea

Oneday, needed a walk with my beloved sea releasing my troubled mind,my eyes fall on special scene that washes away any troubles i carry,taking my first step,

 my eyes fall on an old man taking hands of his beloved wife,just watching them walking side by side,I felt joy seeing such kind of love that’s still growing ,as time passes by,becomes more deeper&true,watching slowly every step they make till settling at sea shore,away from real life,children& grandchildren , trying to continue the picnic they started with sea longtime ago.

 “I found myself wishing that we`d be like these true hearts who kept their love&carried such endless moments alive inside as long as they can,never faded away”

 continuing my walk,suddenly,a laugh stopped me,a 3 years old child running with his dad,the mom encouraging her baby to continue running,just watching this pure laugh and realizing how much a simple thing would give a complete joy to such angel that he will carry deep inside forever and be one of his endless memories that when getting old,recall such memo to wash away a recent sorrow that would appear on his way.

 for a while i didnt go back to my mind`s bubble as waves of sea were calling me to stay with thee,there just there,found myself recalling back my memories& whispers,felt you were around although you`re on another shore ,we still didnt meet but sea was trying to tell me about your whispers too that oneday we will meet gathering ours all, sitting on that rock,listening to these waves&continuing such picnic together. 

 Continuing along with my walk,my eyes fall on 2 lovers crossing street towards sea,holding hands,in the middle of the road he changed his position facing car`s direction,watching carefully traffic catching the moment to cross safely by his beloved to other side,this simple move really touched me,it carries alot within”safe&shelter&real love and care

 ” i passed slowly by them and wished them to always carry such kind of love"

 this simple move showed me that true love is to care about your one without thinking, just what you carry for your one deep inside teaches you how to say i love you through a simple move,simple smile,simple glance.

 At this moment i found myself can`t walk anymore,i smiled to sea,closed my eyes and went in a picnic with the waves of the sea again and started to sing my soul`s song..... 

Insanity Leading to Escape

 insanity leading to escape on Thursday, 10 March 2011 at 20:20 ·

 ~No Appetite ~

 everywhere ppl r driving you crazy

&here talking to yourself all the time do the same ,

 and if anywhere else ppl are gonna reply in one case

 if you talk about non important vacant silly issues ,

so the equation lead to one answer

 which all cases here and there you talking to yourself

 no taste for anything

 all ppl are same with nothing special and onething common,

 which is just talking and no actions and reactions

all features are same

 all voices are same

all issues became one issue

 nowhere to go no one to talk to

 its just you

and everyone has nothing to to do

 except annoying you

and making you feel more alone in such unnamed zone

 where no one special nor no one true

 all are clowns dancing in front of you

 just playing and getting you life`s flue

 its a flue that has no medicine to be cured

its words and quotes and lies that cant be true

its a false long story we living through

such story about this life that we thought its true

 where everything is fake and we cant have a CLUE

a clue to make us see clearly what we passing through

 its a zone that make you stand and cant say a word

 its a zone that make you keep watching and just cant move on

 its a zone that make your mind freezed

and your heart cant beat and u barely can breathe

 everywhere became the same that lead you to escape

 thats if escaping can find a way though such wild place.............

many pathes showing waiting u to start a new journey... you free to choose.....if it this or that or those.... wish all of you would be guided by our beloved ALLAH to choose the right true safe path.....for the whole life....

Blog Hop Saturday #4 4-8-2012

Sea After longtime no see 20th July,2011

It has been a longtime.....
a time with no sea
just me with me
or simply me with stranger life out there
everyday that passes used to take me far away
life is drowning us from the beauty we can see
deep inside i was longing for my beloved sea
but simply i couldn't save sometime to be with thee
i used to know that wonderful time always come without planning
while i was staying reading
the door opened and i was told to get prepared
when i asked where are we going
the answer was......to meet your beloved sea
i couldn't believe it i thought it was a dream
i got dressed differently than any other day
the moment i arrived my heart beats were arguing
every beat wanted to leave me and run to the sea
just to say hello and wait me to come and see
see what my eyes missed for a longtime
feel what my heart longed for so long
live what my soul badly needed to live
the moment my feet touched the sand
i have been kidnapped ........
away from people around me
away from any side talking
i simply found the sea calling me
and the stars lighting up my path
the path that i have been away for a while
i found the waves finding its way to touch me
every wave struggling with the other just to reach me
as if sea wanted to tell me.......about what happened
when i was so far away
i found my heart leaving me
going deep inside the sea just to listen to the stories
i found my soul saying out loud what i have been saving unspoken
i slowly raised up my eyes to the sky
i found starts coming towards me
slowly and slowly.....
telling me about every whisper has been said
every dream has been kept
a sudden sound came and took me
it was the laugh of a young child
holding his dady`s hand and coming closer to the sea
and then going far......stepping in and out
the child was sooo afraid to get closer alone
till a tender touch from his dady made him felt safe
safe to get closer and play with the waves
it was an endless melody
a melody of the waves wrapped with pure laughs
for a moment i felt iam in a dream
a dream that kidnapped me
a dream that recharged me
a dream that healed me
although time passed so fast
but for tonight i will close my eyes
and keep dreaming of such real dream
just wanted to share you
what my heart saw tonight
wishing you all good night

RFW wk41 : it`s me

its a big wound....its not caused because of one person...
its caused because of many towards one....and the many (no one knows anyone)
....its a long story of a life ,,,that life is mine....
and the winds were too strong coming from everyone.....
sometimes you there for them....
many times you out there without them...
sometimes you want them to be near...
but cant even try to make them hear it clear..
its always some fears that you cant reveal
its always some tears that you cant heal...
its always some dreams that you cant have for real...
it always end YOU with YOU
but i began to love me with me...
as me is all i can be...
i was just too far from me..
trying to be what they want me to be....
forgetting all about me...
iam trying now to take good care of me....
regardless to what they see....
or what they want me to be...
i will always be ME....
the one i used to be and the one will always be....
i will always be ME.....
the one who have many dreams to achieve...
i will always be ME....
the one who was afraid to see whats really deep inside me
but now its time to listen and see and believe
listen to what she has been trying to tell me
see what she has been trying to show me for a longtime been
believe in her and what she has been trying to keep for me
its time to share out loud with life
its time to stop blaming myself for being me
its time to never fear whats coming towards me
its time to not regret what passed as this what made me see ME
Dear ME : "i will never let you go away or be lost again,its time to have faith and carry on with life`s race"

Lover's Cove Challenge #3 7/26/2012

The beauty within your soul that kidnapped me to an endless dream of your own

apd-loverscove.blogspot.com***

a carol

once upon a time there was a butterfly flying in a very beautiful garden....

such garden was full of beautiful roses.....having awesome scent and magnificent look

such butterfly lately lost her close butterfly and they got lost in a very big forest....

so the lovely butterfly was soooooooooooooo sad on such loss

that every day it flies and flies trying to search for her missing part but unfortunately....

couldnt find him....he was lost and not found......

for so many days she was alone crying and crying cos she felt sooo lonely wizout him

he was her warmth in the coldy nights....he was her guardian angel....

he was the reason for her smile.....he was the tender touch that touch her face and wash away her tears

every night after their journey from a rose to another....they used to talk and talk

till they suddenly fall asleep and he wakes her up every new dawn

announcing and decrlaring a new day in their lives together

after the trajedy of such loss she couldnt find the taste of honey and she couldnt see the beauty no more

she felt she got blind cos she used to see life through his eyes.......

but now she felt as if she lost all her senses and cant get back no more

so many lonely dark cold nights came on her and passed by and....

every night pass by and leave a dark lonely part inside her soul

that oneday she felt such darkness spreaded all over her soul

that she felt she hardly breathe and cant get in and out .....

at this day she was so tired that her faith that he is still alive was about to vanish

that she was gonna start to believe that he is gone wiz no returning back

suddenly she started to hear a sweet carol from far away....

she tried to check where its coming from....

so she let her steps lead her to such carol.....

that she reached the bay....and there...just there....

she found a lovely beautiful rose singing a special song

such song was dedicated for her so as to support her in her grieve and try to wash away her tears

at this moment such lovely rose turned to the butterfly and smiled at her saying.....

saying " here u are ......i have been singing such song for u so that the sky wud carry it to ur beloved one"

the butterfly tried to wash awy her tears

and she replied wiz a small smile saying "u think that your carol wud reach my love and find him and whisper into him and show him the way back here?"

the rose replied .....well my carol wud search for him indeed but wt can show him the way back is the melody of ur heart beat

lets sit together and sing together at such dark night....may be our carol wud find him and you find him around u back again

...hey my sweet butterfly come close to me and lets sing together.....

let ur words get out loud....let ur shout go far to search for him and get him back

at such dark night he wud be in dead dead need for such deep call that coming from ur soul

lets start.....wt are we gonna lose......lets start...shall we?

the butterfly replied "i feel so weak,i dunno if iam capable of singing again "

hey my sweet butterfly ...come come....get closer and lets start.....trust me....

so the butterfly listened to such angelic rose and they started together to sing out loud.....

so that everything in such bay...the trees ...the birds.....the moon...the stars....the grass.....

alllllllllll waked up and they shared them their song......so when a new voice come and join....

the melody get much more listened over the whole bay.....and much louder

that such melody became a glowing spark that started to go up and down...here and there...searching for him......

till.............................finall it found him and he waked up on such melody...

all his senses realised at once that it was the song that he used to sing wiz his beloved butterfly....

he was soooo tired and sick but when he listened to such melody....all his pain vanished...

he found himself caught by such spark that it surrounded him and lightened up his path

that it was showing him the way back home......

he was passing through the forest ...and the more close his steps get towards his beloved....

the more and strong the melody heard......

till he finally found himself infront of her.....

at such moment she was singing while she was closing her eyes....

she was closing her eyes so she can see him deep inside ......

at this moment she found a well knwon touch that touch her face.....

while she was closing her eyes and dreaming of him deep inside her....

she was awaken on a well knwon touch that she opened her eyes to find herself wiz him in reality....

such moment was timeless......silence controlled the whole bay.......

everyone was silent.....just watching their meeting after being far apart

just listening to the drops of tears falling down .....like diamonds....lighting up all around them

such tears of joy took the place instead of tears of pain

that when they were together....such darkness and coldness that caught the whole bay....

it simply vanished and warmth controlled the bay back again.....

so everyone went to their homes wishing them happiness and joy

and that they wud live happily ever after........

and that their presence together would affect the whole bay and would spread joy and love around everyone who watch them together...... 


 wrote on Monday 25th August,2008

RFW WK40 :Pray on a bay

today……i heard your pray… It was coming from far away…. It was so strange that my soul started to sway As I was walking down the bay…. All of a sudden I felt its getting grey… I couldn’t say…. Whether iam dreaming or iam drifted away Whether its really raining…. Or its your tears spreading all over the bay…. I tried badly to find a way In such a dark day Come what may Is it really grey… Or its your weeping cloud Covering the whole bay Come what may Is it really grey Or its just a mirage Controlling the whole bay I suddenly lost my way I cant find any ray I turned around trying to find your painful sound But all I found was you….getting blue…. I tried make you breathe…. But there was so much inside you unreleased …just try….breathe…breathe… I wished it was a dream…. I wished it wasn’t real…. Seeing you with such painful peal… Made me feeling so much fear…. For a second I found you so weird…. Trying to hold tight a harmful reed As if you have nothing else to lose As if you wanted to bleed To get all the poison out and get healed I tried to make you breathe But your pain was making you getting freezed Its getting cold You looking so bold I searched for a candle to hold So as to keep you warm Come what may…. I felt so lost in such bay… I couldn’t handle such decay All I had was to pray…. That was the only way…. All of sudden I found the cloud escaping away As if my pray was heard all over the bay…. I found my eyes reaching the sky again… I found you breathing again… I found the harmful reed turning on to grain… That winds came and blow it up in vain… I tried to find a reason for such change… I realized it was just a pray that destroyed the chain…. A chain that made us prisoners in such pain…. It was the moment of the dawn… The sun was trying to find her way on… The rays were breaking every grey Turning such grey to a brightful day It’s a brand new day…. A day that carry hope all over the bay… I turned to you to say…… Don’t let your sorrow and pain drift you away… You turned to me to say… . Don’t let your sorrow and pain drift you away As both of us were lost in such bay…. The bay……carried so much pain deep inside The bay…….witnessed so many silent shouts un replied We realized how many things were out of sight We realized how many things we didn’t stand to fight I looked at you…….you looked at me…. We randomly met….which wasn’t planned to be I saved you once …..you saved me once…. We met on a crossing board May be one of us was meant to be abroad May be one day….we`ll meet down the road But this time it wont be for exchanging load Let it be for…… Lets leave it opened…. Lets leave it to faith…. May be one day we will meet And what`s missed will be complete…. For now I will leave you to feel released…. Till we meet........

sometimes

....when we live all our life dreaming and dreaming...sometimes we get afraid we would have been living inside our dream that our true endless moment passed us by ...without feeling it cos we have been prisoners in our dreams.....

the crazy me

air is making me fly

its so strong yet so soft

i know iam crazy

i know iam not a normal person anymore whos normal anyway?

although i cant really c whats there for a while now

but i have this feeling that its really out there

i dont wanna doubt it

but i still caNT and dont wanna c whats going on

but the feeling keeps telling me that everything being replied

that everything being taken care of

its words going between here and thee

thats why its better to be sitting in here

sharing and seeing many souls lost in everywhere

than in reading what you nomore cant really keep

but theres something keeps telling you that its not only you here

but what difference will it make?

if you can be heard or can be replied

its still you sitting all alone kidnapped by such air

where every wave comes and capture you to the nowhere

does all this makes any sense

or its just some nonsense senses created by the air slabbing to your soul

.....................................................................ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

a fight with life

 Among the gathering,here comes "me"

i was looking from one to another

spreading ma smile

trying to forget any pain i carry

telling myself to hold on tight

no matter how i can have an inner fight

but im standing still

iam still having myself

thats what i need to know

thats what i need to take care for

its me and no one else

no matter what

no matter who

no matter where

i have to take a good care

try to find a way out of such pain

no matter how long it takes

but iam ready to take whatever it takes

may be i cry now

but later i will never do like a fool

it will always be a smile

and some tears at few darky nights

thats what i should have infront of my sight

that i will always have a life`s fight

but at every fight,one i will win

and another i will get a life`s bite

but in all cases thats me standing carrying the lighting candle of my life

Drops of rain...(a day i will keep inside me forever-friday 14-12-07) i really do

drops of rain....

 pieces of pure ice.....falling down like rice.....

touching every part of me.....taking me where i used to be.....

drops of rain.....

 it falls on ur head and starts to knock...knocktill your soul re open the dreamy gate.....

drops of rain....

 sitting and sitting...

looking to the faces....

listening to the whispers......

till a sudden invisble carol appeared and touched me and took my hand and started to pull me away....

so faaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away....

....till my eyes reached the opened space where my eyes met the drops of rain..

where every drop started to fall softly on my face....washing away the internal space.....

finding its way to my frozen soul....trying to repair the pain of my wounded soul,,,,,

trying to recharge and collect back the spreading chain.....

drops of rain....

 when drops of rain fall.....it falls deep inside me.....

touching my spreading parts of my soul....

trying to water it and collect it overall.....

drops of rain....

 a sparkle stone....lighting my way back home....

drops of rain....

 an invisible true chain that will always remain.....

drops of rain....

 a very cold frozen touch that would mean so much.....

drops of rain.....

 a few drops of rain wud take you to an invisible framless frame where you can feel no pain.....

drops of rain....

 take me in a long run while iam still in my place where suddenly

iam weary to my bones.....

Blog Hop Saturday

A journey of today Saturday 30th June,2012

Just listening to some soft music closing my eyes and imagining myself at a certain place and i just feel like a princess dancing from a cloud to another that i cant feel poeple around me,designing dwgs as an architect yeah but smiling as if z screen is my window whenever i look at it i feel myself in wonderland and just clicking the mouse make me feel im kidnapped to another world,some ppl would say im up normal and rare who would click and meet me there but its really amazing how some melodies and closing eyes for few moments would make u live in another place while u still sitting at your place at work,some or all would say im crazy ,well i admit iam crazy and i dont care ,i just wish i would never come back but wishes don`t last but at least i had my journey of the day

Lovers' Cove June Challenge

I`ll be here,was that a promise for her or just words to calm her down,did he really mean it?or it was just a tender touch to wash her tears
apd-loverscove.blogspot.com

its never too late ,its never too late

you never know how much strong you are,
 till being strong is all that you need and all that you have to be ,
its all about (U) and who u r and ,
 what u really need and want from such life,
u have got to be honest with yourself & face her
and let her talk out loud & listen to her and take good care of her
as u have been taking care of all around,its time to take care of (U)
I owe U my sweet self,but it took me so long to realize it
but its never too late,never too late

may be

may be thats life`s care for me nowadays
may be its the invisible touch that i need nowadays
may be its a new whisper telling me iam not alone specially these days
may be i should start to not expect and live with the unexpected
and from may be to another may be here iam standing
but its time to walk not keep standing 
as i have been standing till my feet got frozen
and i dont wanna the freeze reach my soul 
as i have nothing more

me&the dawn

............Sitting between an endless silence

an internal whisper telling you its only You

you start to listen to such unknown whisper

that you don`t know from where its coming through

its becoming stronger and stronger

breaking the silent bubble surrounding you

when such whisper was almost there

almost gonna take you and kidnapping you somewhere

here comes out of nowhere dozens of sounds

coming from here and there

all together flying and towards  me

i realized its the sounds of the birds

i realized it wasn`t only me at the dawn

it was the tender birds surrounding me all time long

trying to reply back every single sound of my own

telling me that iam not completely alone

that i should close my eyes and listen to the dawn

listen to ALLAH`s whispers for me

knowing deep inside that though iam there all night long

but through these night long i was never Alone

Dear beloved Allah is taking care of me all along

after such strong whispers,i felt a deep feeling

that i was deep inside such long dark night without a light

but Dear Allah gave me the chance to wait till i witness another sight

a sight for the coming dawn that slightly coming to carry on

carry every single hope with an endless tight robe

erasing every single dark hour that has been surrounding me

turning it into a lighting up candle thats spreading light just for me

giving me all the warmth and hope and faith i wanted to feel  

wishing all of you to share such dawn and feel such feel

.........................................................me&the dawn 6th April,2011 6:00 A.M

a wonder

mmmmm wondering about life

what passed,whats happening,what will happen

about ppl that come in and out of your life

ppl you meet without planning

others you meet cos its meant to be

others you meet cos you have to

and some you meet cos you love to be with

among all thats common its only YOU

you miss some,some miss you

you forgive some,others forgive you

you got upset from some sometimes

others do same same

some come into your life without  reason

and they stay for a worth reason

others come and simply go

and you never know why was so

some you care to get back

others you just let go

some life takes from you and nolonger alive

some try to understand you

others you try to understand

some only take from you

others comp0letely give whats true

between all you in between

try to gather all the strings that will draw the picture

a picture of a life of yours

where every part of the picture is carrying a story

a story of love,a story of hate,a story of trust,a story of betray

but to be honest theres no place for hate nor betray

as its simply some situations that sometimes we have to obey

some situations that we do with full belive and pray

some situations that we have to care for and understand and think about

thats life like a deep blue sea......

we love looking at and getting deep inside

but we have to surrender ourselves to it

so some waves could be high

other waves could be smooth

its simply us among it all

so we have to accept it and love it

love all its details

details of sorrow,details of happiness,true love,true care

its a portrait that everyone of us has his/her own

and we simply have to carry on and go through

and simply leave it all to our beloved ALLAH

as its simply a big exam that will make us pass to the big world

such world you see what your eyes never saw or your dreams ever come to

its another world,another place,its heaven

so we have to accept it with deep faith 

we have to accept it all with pure forgivness and understanding

understanding to all whom love us and whom dont

as they never hate us but simply can`t go on with our path

such life gathered many together and many far apart

families.......friends.......lovers

c`est la vie.......c`est la vie......

what we have to do when the waves are so high

we have to keep on praying,keep the faith

love all and cherrish rare and never hate

that was a thought that i was lucky that it passed by me

for everyone of you whatever her/his problem

just remember we have noone except our beloved ALLAH

soooo elhamdollelah for evrything good and worse

good to make us happy

worse to make us strong...................

I wanted to share it with everyone as life is too short and whomever can help others should do same as always sharing is caring...............wish you kindly read it but wish you all kindly dont copy it on yours.....read it and let your hand write yours.....so everyone of us would read  others` share and would keep his/her own words of such lifetime melody

simple things make her cry....simple things make her fly 19th December,2009

simple things make her cry....simple things make her fly....

yeah that was me.....the one you couldnt see

that was me the one i used to be....

that was me the brid who always free...

that was me the one you didnt feel....

that was me that was me....

but you know i wont let go....

i wont leave me to be only seen in a past scene...

i wont let ma soul to get frawn....

i wont let my heart to get drawn...

i used to give and forgive

and you used to take and break

i will let it go

i will nolonger feel sorry for...

i will nolonger feel for you

i will from now on care for my soul

i will go and settle on my shore

as i nolonger feel safe towards you

nor your shore nor you all

all i will do is gather ma soul

and go and stay now and for all

it will always be me....

the one i used to be and the one will always be

i dont need you for me....

i need you away far and away

and dont worry i wont let you pay

as i already prayed to let you go and

let you out of my way and out of my bay

just go and leave me free

as it will always be me....it will always be me

A pray on a bay - 16th August,2007

today……i heard your pray…
It was coming from far away….
It was so strange that my soul started to sway
As I was walking down the bay….
All of a sudden I felt its getting grey…
I couldn’t say….
Whether iam dreaming or iam drifted away
Whether its really raining….
Or its your tears spreading all over the bay….
I tried badly to find a way
In such a dark day
Come what may
Is it really grey…
Or its your weeping cloud
Covering the whole bay
Come what may
Is it really grey
Or its just a mirage
Controlling the whole bay
I suddenly lost my way
I cant find any ray
I turned around trying to find your painful sound
But all I found was you….getting blue….
I tried make you breathe….
But there was so much inside you unreleased
…just try….breathe…breathe…
I wished it was a dream….
I wished it wasn’t real….
Seeing you with such painful peal…
Made me feeling so much fear….
For a second I found you so weird….
Trying to hold tight a harmful reed
As if you have nothing else to lose
As if you wanted to bleed
To get all the poison out and get healed
I tried to make you breathe
But your pain was making you getting freezed
Its getting cold
You looking so bold
I searched for a candle to hold
So as to keep you warm
Come what may….
I felt so lost in such bay…
I couldn’t handle such decay
All I had was to pray….
That was the only way….
All of sudden I found the cloud escaping away
As if my pray was heard all over the bay….
I found my eyes reaching the sky again…
I found you breathing again…
I found the harmful reed turning on to grain…
That winds came and blow it up in vain…
I tried to find a reason for such change…
I realized it was just a pray that destroyed the chain….
A chain that made us prisoners in such pain….
It was the moment of the dawn…
The sun was trying to find her way on…
The rays were breaking every grey
Turning such grey to a brightful day
It’s a brand new day….
A day that carry hope all over the bay…
I turned to you to say……
Don’t let your sorrow and pain drift you away…
You turned to me to say…
. Don’t let your sorrow and pain drift you away
As both of us were lost in such bay….
The bay……carried so much pain deep inside
The bay…….witnessed so many silent shouts un replied
We realized how many things were out of sight
We realized how many things we didn’t stand to fight
I looked at you…….you looked at me….
We randomly met….which wasn’t planned to be
I saved you once …..you saved me once….
We met on a crossing board
May be one of us was meant to be abroad
May be one day….we`ll meet down the road
But this time it wont be for exchanging load
Let it be for……
Lets leave it opened….
Lets leave it to faith….
May be one day we will meet
And what`s missed will be complete….
For now I will leave you to feel released….
Till we meet........